Good to be back. It’s been days, weeks months into this. I haven’t had the greatest of times in between but i am happy to be back to wordpress and my blog. I have heard a lot of meaningful exchanges with different people. I have got away with precious nuggets of information to which i have augmented what i already knew and what you see/hear/sense and/or like about me is the product of that/and some more that i have had the opportunity of experiencing and that has made me who i am. We are products of our environments/experiences. I am human and have also had prolonged, fruitless arguments with people and learnt to avoid impending disaster by abridging conversation. By saying what needs to be heard. I have tugged at my mustache and sighed inaudibly and it ended there.
I think sometimes all one needs to do is to try and rediscover what used to be fun doing back in the day. It gets you thru at times. We all know people tend to get so opinionated and it’s difficult to let things go but we have an upper hand in such things, let them be if it matters so much to them. The housemate is speaking in impassioned tones/stringent voice, flag down the masseratti. Feel so bad about shutting up, get yourself a pack of cards and find a playmate. Win a few games and everyone keeps breathing. Wanna be the only pet in the house? I don’t think so. I am a cat and i like to be stroked even though i have a lot of independence and can find amusing things to do with myself. Cats know that well. If you lock a cat in the house, it won’t back.
There is something oppressively stifling about any four walls so get out more and look for fun in other ways, take in some air. I have thundered and blundered into things, ignoring the proffered door. I lived to regret it. We are wont to externalise conflict and look at the other. We think just because the person has obnoxious habits, you know, slurps when eating, snorts while breathing, drools while dozzing, etc it gives us a right to censure them loudly. It is true, we censure ourselves as society just let’s be a little gentle doing it. Change takes time. I am learning to successfully do several things at once and i like that. See ya’.